जो भी बिछड़े हैं कब मिले हैं फ़राज़, फिर भी तू इंतजार कर शायद..!
Lived life kingsize- left like a king.
ONE YEAR ..Went by.....11 October, 2018 ; aprox 5.30 pm
Second Day of Dussehra ...!
The void you created after leaving is still felt. Lump in the throat after seeing you smile from the frames.None of us spell it out as we all still feel and smell you around us.
We still feel the weight of you on shoulders. We still talk about how handsome you looked while on your last journey. We still talk about you eyeing us from the frames constantly.
You were Krishna kanhaiya, Devanand & james bond of the house. Watching James bond movies, Amitabh Bachhan, Devanands, Govindas movies, reading novels, having cups n cups of Chae, will never be same without you. Still have vivid memory of you singing dev anand's & amitabh's song while shaving; मैं जिंदगी का साथ निभाता चला गया..हर फ़िक्र को धुएं में उडाता चला गया .....।
अपनी तो जैसे-तैसे थोड़ी ऐसे या वैसे कट जाएगी आपका क्या होगा जनाब-ए-आली.......!
Since 1 year, i still wonder do you get to watch Movies up above in the Heaven, do you dress up like devanand there too.
I kept waiting for the phone to ring at 5 am in morning, for you to wish me Happy Dussehra and scold; still sleeping..but it didnt..Durga Puja will never be same without you.
Yet another of Diwali will come and pass by with you not around......
I still remember the Andolan & Dharna, we both did against each other to protest that, you cant do journalism & i want to become a journalists. And the day when after few years you spelled out that am proud that you are a journalist.
My last conversation with you, when I teased you after you were discharged from hospital; घूमकर आ गए पापा, your reply; Yes. Now i wish why you got discharged.We are proud that you brought up, empowered us, all 5 of us like a Son, infact more than a Son. रिश्दार कहते थे पाॅच बेटी है कंधा कौन देगा और आपका कहना कि मेरी बेटियां बेटे से कम नहीं, पिछले साल 11 october को आपके इस जवाब का मतलब समझ आया, जब हमारे कंधे पर आपने अपनी अंतिम यात्रा किया । माता- पिता बेटी का कन्यादान कर स्वर्ग पाते हैं, हमने आपको अपने कंधे पर उठाकर पित्र-ऋण का एक बूंद पाया ।
हमारे दिल में .. किसी की ऑखों में ..किसी के घर की रौशनी बनकर, किसी के घर का उजाला बनकर, आप अपनी ऑखों से हमें हर वक्त देख रहे, आप हमारे आस पास हैं हर वक्त ...
"अंगदान करके आप मर कर भी जिंदा रहते हैं..! " What these lines means, YOU have made us realise.
I never knew the importance & happiness of ORGAN DONATIONS, not untill you made us do it.Despite severe illness, donating your eyes to someone who couldnot see was the last James bond deed you did. And like all kids in the Dubey family and Aaradhya says; I know NANAJI has become the Brightest Star in the SKY. May you always shine up above in the world so high & keep guiding protecting all of us. @ Love..life...#Memories of you; Papa..1st Year since you left..A Daughters letter to her Father in heaven..!
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