मैं जिंदगी का साथ निभाता चला गया & lived a life Kingsize ...left like a King... Indeed

 

SomeTimes its hard to be a #bhoman...Part 129...& the hardest is days like these ... unending memories...but like its said पिक्चर अभी बाकी है बाबूमोशाय... So nothing better than this... An ode to the Man, the Hero of our life, loved camera- photography, resembled hindi films hero Joy mukheerji, was die hard fan of ...007 Bond and bored us to death with his songs of Devanand... मैं जिंदगी का साथ निभाता चला गया & lived a life Kingsize ...left like a King... Indeed he did that and despite all odds; one of which I think would be a father of 5 daughters -all a package of different thoughts, beliefs, career, shapes and sizes ...but than he himself was man of different belief, thought and determine...who made all 5 of us wash our plates after eating, स्कूल जाने से पहले झाडू पोछा लगाकर जाना है और वो भी बस  से ...If by chance you ever go with your Geography text book with some query as he was Patna University -geo student he would make you read the entire chapter just for one answer...the best father & a handsome cool dude who could even in his 70's while bed ridden could flatter nurses and doctors tending him with his aura...just like his name Krishna... A man with strong determination who even in his last days kept hanging on for 2 days to meet all his daughter's even in his sub consciousness and left after that ...though we remember you everyday but there are some days that leaves lump in throat...! The #unscripted #lovestory  of  James bond of 5 ladies..! #love  #fatherdaughter  #fatherlove #remembrance #memories  #11october 2023 🙏❤

hardest is not having your #father who was not only a father but also a friend, hard task master, guide around you...We Miss you

 SomeTimes its hard to be a Bhoman...Part 53...and the hardest is not having your #father  who was not only a father but also a friend, hard task master, guide around you...We Miss you! यादें, याद आती हैं। A daughters letter to her Father in heaven..5 years since you left James Bond but it's seems as if you still around..! जो भी बिछड़े हैं कब मिले हैं फ़राज़, फिर भी तू इंतजार कर शायद..! 5 साल हो गए लेकिन आपके हमारे साथ होने का एहसास अभी भी कहीं हम में, हमारी बातों में, हम सबके एहसास, जहन में आप बाकी है। इन दो सालों में एक दिन भी ऐसा नहीं गुज़रा जब आपकी याद या जिक्र नहीं हुई हो। शायद इसे ही Lived lif

e kingsize- left like a king कहते हैं!

The void you created after leaving is still felt. Lump in the throat after seeing you smile from the frames.None of us spell it out as we all still feel and smell you around us. We still feel the weight of you on shoulders. We still talk about how handsome you looked while on your last journey. We still talk about you eyeing us from the frames constantly. We still talk about the ice cream we five were treated specially with after you scolded us, we still mention how jealous and unwanted we would feel in school and college when all attention was given to you than us, I still remember the movies and novels we exchanged to read, how hard task master you were, अपने खाने का प्लेट खुद साफ करना, टर्न वाइज झाड़ू पोंछे भी करना है वो भी स्कूल जाने के पहले, उस वक्त तो लगता था कैसे क्रूर पापा हैं लेकिन आज उसकी अहमियत समझ आती है जब काम वाली नहीं आती है, we still talk about the nurse tending you cried after you left even though army people are supposedly strong, how mesmerized, flattered she was by your talks, charisma even when you were breathing your last...we still talk about ...and unending memories, now only memories...but like its said पिक्चर अभी बाकी है बाबूमोशाय ..!

@ Love..life... #Memories  of you; #papa  ..5 Years since you left..A #daughters letter to her Father in heaven..! #fatherlove #fatherdaughter ❤❤❤ we miss you..!

 यादें, याद आती हैं। A daughters letter to her Father in heaven..2 years since you left James Bond..! जो भी बिछड़े हैं कब मिले हैं फ़राज़, फिर भी तू इंतजार कर शायद..!

दो साल हो गए लेकिन आपके हमारे साथ होने का एहसास अभी भी कहीं हम में, हमारी बातों में, हम सबके एहसास, जहन में आप बाकी है। इन दो सालों में एक दिन भी ऐसा नहीं गुज़रा जब आपकी याद या जिक्र नहीं हुई हो। शायद इसे ही Lived life kingsize- left like a king कहते हैं!

The void you created after leaving is still felt. Lump in the throat after seeing you smile from the frames.None of us spell it out as we all still feel and smell you around us. We still feel the weight of you on shoulders. We still talk about how handsome you looked while on your last journey. We still talk about you eyeing us from the frames constantly. We still talk about the ice cream we five were treated specially with after you scolded us, we still mention how jealous and unwanted we would feel in school and college when all attention was given to you than us, I still remember the movies and novels we exchanged to read, we still talk about the nurse tending you cried after you left even though army people are supposedly strong, how mesmerized, flattered she was by your talks, charisma even when you were breathing your last...we still talk about .....and unending memories, now only memories...but like its said पिक्चर अभी बाकी है बाबूमोशाय ..!

@ Love..life...#Memories of you; Papa..2nd Year since you left..A Daughters letter to her Father in heaven..!

Second James Bond in her Life.....A Daughter's letter to her Father in Heaven...!

जो भी बिछड़े हैं कब मिले हैं फ़राज़, फिर भी तू इंतजार कर शायद..!

Lived life kingsize- left like a king. 

ONE YEAR ..Went by.....

11 October, 2018 ; aprox 5.30 pm
Second Day of Dussehra ...!



The void you created after leaving is still felt. Lump in the throat after seeing you smile from the frames.None of us spell it out as we all still feel and smell you around us. 


We still feel the weight of you on shoulders. We still talk about how handsome you looked while on your last journey. We still talk about you eyeing us from the frames constantly.

You were Krishna kanhaiya, Devanand & james bond of the house. Watching James bond movies, Amitabh Bachhan, Devanands, Govindas movies, reading novels, having cups n cups of Chae, will never be same without you. Still have vivid memory of you singing dev anand's & amitabh's song while shaving; मैं जिंदगी का साथ निभाता चला गया..हर फ़िक्र को धुएं में उडाता चला गया .....।
अपनी तो जैसे-तैसे थोड़ी ऐसे या वैसे कट जाएगी आपका क्या होगा जनाब-ए-आली.......!
Since 1 year, i still wonder do you get to watch Movies up above in the Heaven, do you dress up like devanand there too.
I kept waiting for the phone to ring at 5 am in morning, for you to wish me Happy Dussehra and scold; still sleeping..but it didnt..Durga Puja will never be same without you. 
Yet another of Diwali will come and pass by with you not around......
I still remember the Andolan & Dharna, we both did against each other to protest that, you cant do journalism & i want to become a journalists. And the day when after few years you spelled out that am proud that you are a journalist.
My last conversation with you, when I teased you after you were discharged from hospital; घूमकर आ गए पापा, your reply; Yes. Now i wish why you got discharged.We are proud that you brought up, empowered us, all 5 of us like a Son, infact more than a Son. रिश्दार कहते थे पाॅच बेटी है कंधा कौन देगा और आपका कहना कि मेरी बेटियां बेटे से कम नहीं, पिछले साल 11 october को आपके इस जवाब का मतलब समझ आया, जब हमारे कंधे पर आपने अपनी अंतिम यात्रा किया । माता- पिता बेटी का कन्यादान कर स्वर्ग पाते हैं, हमने आपको अपने कंधे पर उठाकर पित्र-ऋण का एक बूंद पाया ।
हमारे दिल में .. किसी की ऑखों में ..किसी के घर की रौशनी बनकर, किसी के घर का उजाला बनकर, आप अपनी ऑखों से हमें हर वक्त देख रहे, आप हमारे आस पास हैं हर वक्त ...
"अंगदान करके आप मर कर भी जिंदा रहते हैं..! " What these lines means, YOU have made us realise.
I never knew the importance & happiness of ORGAN DONATIONS, not untill you made us do it.Despite severe illness, donating your eyes to someone who couldnot see was the last James bond deed you did. And like all kids in the Dubey family and Aaradhya says; I know NANAJI has become the Brightest Star in the SKY. May you always shine up above in the world so high & keep guiding protecting all of us. @ Love..life...#Memories of you; Papa..1st Year since you left..A Daughters letter to her Father in heaven..!